Poetry Series – Control

I’m having one of those can-you-believe-the-audacity kind of weeks. Half not minding my own business but I own it and allow for release. So here’s all of the frustration, flowing out to set me free. Control On a scale of 0 to 100ControlEnergy is about a five.GraspingFor someone to latch onto your angerAnd when IContinue reading “Poetry Series – Control”

Poetry Series – Hurt People

Hurt people, hurt people. Hurt people hurt people. I repeat. Hurt people, hurt people. Hurt people, hurt people. HURT PEOPLE HURT PEOPLE! HURT PEOPLE, HURT PEOPLE!!!! You can say I’m selfish when I’m not coming around, I get it. It looks that way. But my healing is just as much for you as it isContinue reading “Poetry Series – Hurt People”

Poetry Series – Energy

Beneath the anger, almost every time without question, you’ll find hurt, fear, sadness, or grief. A useful tool when facing danger, maybe, to keep you at the ready. Even that I’d question. Fueling your anger with attention, acting it out as if it’s the truth, will get you no where but farther away from you.Continue reading “Poetry Series – Energy”

Poetry Series – Death of a Cheater

Sometimes I still find myself haunted by ghosts of the past and when it seems like I’m missing, I’m just off fighting demons to find my way back. Here’s to knowing that sometimes, no matter how much you want to help others grow, it’s best to look inwards and focus on yourself. Death of aContinue reading “Poetry Series – Death of a Cheater”

Poetry Series – Daughter

You will always be forced to face what scares you the most, over and over again until you free yourself of the cycle by submitting, letting go. Maybe this time around, I’ll find some release. Daughter They say she might have a hole in her heartAnd I wonder if she got it from meIs itContinue reading “Poetry Series – Daughter”

Poetry Series – Psychosis

I haven’t been writing and I’ll say it’s because I didn’t have time but feel free to call my bullshit and acknowledge my unwillingness to prioritize the things that are important for me, even amidst that chaos. Here’s to hoping it’s time for a strong return. Here’s to always finding your way back to yourself,Continue reading “Poetry Series – Psychosis”

Poetry Series – Competition

I’m finding myself worn down by seeing just how deeply fighting has been engrained in our culture(s). We say we’re advancing but keep the need to survive alive. Our fear has become the most advanced weapon we/they have and it’s used against ourselves time and time again, by design. Getting to the root of theContinue reading “Poetry Series – Competition”

Poetry Series – Honestly, I See Monsters

I’m tired of feeling like the people around me are the enemy. I’m tired of becoming the enemy because I’m trying so hard not to be. Sometimes we just need to pause, retreat, realign, and reemerge more lovingly. Honestly, I See Monsters HonestlyI don’t want a need to surviveto reduce me to weaving a webContinue reading “Poetry Series – Honestly, I See Monsters”

Poetry Series – Concussion

Life has been huge amounts of messy lately. One blow after the next and I’m trying to keep my balance but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t stumbling over the mess from time to time. But I keep getting back up, dusting myself off, checking to make sure the marbles in my headContinue reading “Poetry Series – Concussion”

Poetry Series – I’m learning too

I want to call it impossibly difficult to trust, truly trust, that you’ve got all of the answers inside of you. Then when my boyfriend says I’m right, I say “I know” and for a moment I believe that I already know the truth. I don’t know what the truth is, but I believe youContinue reading “Poetry Series – I’m learning too”