Poetry Series – Deep Connection

Tomorrow’s my birthday – hooray! A lot of deep-rooted mistruths have been surfacing as of late.  I find myself holding to the light everything I believe and allowing to burn anything that can’t stand the heat of what I’m deciding to be.  I don’t want connection, unless it’s deep.  This year, won’t be shorting me.Continue reading “Poetry Series – Deep Connection”

Poetry Series – Passed On, We’re Passing On

If you ever find this, I think about you often. It always pops into my head the way you told me that you can’t stand when men aren’t “real men”. Years later, I understand. I understand that your toxic masculinity needs to feel justified. I watched as you hyper-fixated on your inability to control yourselfContinue reading “Poetry Series – Passed On, We’re Passing On”

Poetry Series – Unanswered Calls

It was brought to my attention that many “neurodivergent” people and people with “hyper-senisitivity” disorders also* commonly experience hyper-mobile joints. They are the highly sensitive. Those that take nothing but little nudges for great change to follow. And for the magnitude of the feelings, negative or positive, equal in the opposite exists as contrast toContinue reading “Poetry Series – Unanswered Calls”

Poetry Series – Wedding Shoes

Each step we take towards the things we want is never effort wasted. You may not see results immediately, but you’re always wearing down the barrier between you and the things meant to find their way home to you. Wedding Shoes I’ve worn holes in the soles of my wedding shoesThat’s been running through myContinue reading “Poetry Series – Wedding Shoes”

Poetry Series – Intention

My years of becoming have been more an unburying of the time-capsule that is me. Digging up all of my best parts, dreams, and beliefs. Unboxing them and marveling at the discovery. For some time, I’ve kept the memory tucked away safely but now, I’m ready to see. Intention Write your desireDetailedIn the middle ofContinue reading “Poetry Series – Intention”

Poetry Series – Inside Job

As I watch the reactions, I remind myself, that some people have grown up in a household in which they received more attention for their tantrums than ever for a gentle bid for love. My heart aches for them, all, as I watch them split into two. Half carries the weight of determination to neverContinue reading “Poetry Series – Inside Job”

Poetry Series – Almost

The people willing to try, knowing they may fail, even when they fail – give me hope. To believe so strongly in something that you would give your life for it, is a gift. I feel grief for those lost, and to for those missed. Do you believe, for every loss, you’re closer to aContinue reading “Poetry Series – Almost”

Poetry Series – Police

The truth is, I’m too white to feel as much tension in the presence of the police as I often feel. Historically, the police haven’t been enemies to me to the same magnitude that other races have seen. But my jaw still clenches, back straightens, I search for what I’m doing wrong and prepare myContinue reading “Poetry Series – Police”

Poetry Series – Dreamscapes

My greatest journey in life has been remembering how to consistently be myself, consistently love. It’s still a work in progress but, I’m finally letting my weird be weird to the people who find it weird without feeling the need to suppress it. Dreamscapes The bathrooms are finally clean, I can go in them –Continue reading “Poetry Series – Dreamscapes”

Poetry Series – Control

I’m having one of those can-you-believe-the-audacity kind of weeks. Half not minding my own business but I own it and allow for release. So here’s all of the frustration, flowing out to set me free. Control On a scale of 0 to 100ControlEnergy is about a five.GraspingFor someone to latch onto your angerAnd when IContinue reading “Poetry Series – Control”