Poetry Series – Magical Apologies

How much of life is about forgetting who we are and then building the courage to journey back to ourselves once again? How much of this is just “the cycle” that is meant to be broken? What if – we can embody ourselves, consistently? Magical Apologies Baby, I’m sorry for the moments that I’ve yelled.IContinue reading “Poetry Series – Magical Apologies”

Poetry Series – Personal Exploration

What’s in a name? I wonder as I attempt to accurately title this poem.  Think of the meanings behind them, question their truths.  Do you take on the traits of a name, or does it mold to you? Personal Exploration Mania tinged mo(u)rningsAs I struggle to let goOf everything but your ghostPost to ante, meridiemContinue reading “Poetry Series – Personal Exploration”

Poetry Series – Passed On, We’re Passing On

If you ever find this, I think about you often. It always pops into my head the way you told me that you can’t stand when men aren’t “real men”. Years later, I understand. I understand that your toxic masculinity needs to feel justified. I watched as you hyper-fixated on your inability to control yourselfContinue reading “Poetry Series – Passed On, We’re Passing On”

Poetry Series – Unanswered Calls

It was brought to my attention that many “neurodivergent” people and people with “hyper-senisitivity” disorders also* commonly experience hyper-mobile joints. They are the highly sensitive. Those that take nothing but little nudges for great change to follow. And for the magnitude of the feelings, negative or positive, equal in the opposite exists as contrast toContinue reading “Poetry Series – Unanswered Calls”

Poetry Series – Angry Eviction

I’ve been getting the message a lot that much of what holds us back lies in faulty definitions and outdated beliefs. Flashback to a time where gender roles had a stronger hold on the world and a “good woman” would step back and do as she was told. But how beautiful a contrast for theContinue reading “Poetry Series – Angry Eviction”

Poetry Series – Almost

The people willing to try, knowing they may fail, even when they fail – give me hope. To believe so strongly in something that you would give your life for it, is a gift. I feel grief for those lost, and to for those missed. Do you believe, for every loss, you’re closer to aContinue reading “Poetry Series – Almost”

Poetry Series – Control

I’m having one of those can-you-believe-the-audacity kind of weeks. Half not minding my own business but I own it and allow for release. So here’s all of the frustration, flowing out to set me free. Control On a scale of 0 to 100ControlEnergy is about a five.GraspingFor someone to latch onto your angerAnd when IContinue reading “Poetry Series – Control”

Poetry Series – Hurt People

Hurt people, hurt people. Hurt people hurt people. I repeat. Hurt people, hurt people. Hurt people, hurt people. HURT PEOPLE HURT PEOPLE! HURT PEOPLE, HURT PEOPLE!!!! You can say I’m selfish when I’m not coming around, I get it. It looks that way. But my healing is just as much for you as it isContinue reading “Poetry Series – Hurt People”

Poetry Series – Energy

Beneath the anger, almost every time without question, you’ll find hurt, fear, sadness, or grief. A useful tool when facing danger, maybe, to keep you at the ready. Even that I’d question. Fueling your anger with attention, acting it out as if it’s the truth, will get you no where but farther away from you.Continue reading “Poetry Series – Energy”

Poetry Series – Daughter

You will always be forced to face what scares you the most, over and over again until you free yourself of the cycle by submitting, letting go. Maybe this time around, I’ll find some release. Daughter They say she might have a hole in her heartAnd I wonder if she got it from meIs itContinue reading “Poetry Series – Daughter”