The second time I admitted myself into the hospital, part of what drove me there was not understanding the strange things I was starting to experience. I thought, certainly, that I must be going crazy. I still don’t always understand what I’m seeing, hearing, feeling – but it’s gotten a bit easier to allow myselfContinue reading “Eyes Black, Heart Attack”
Tag Archives: Self Discovery
Duality and Love
“…I started my transformation as an explosion, and eruption of me.” I spent a few months working with a life coach before settling on the fact that I was much too prone to suggestion to be working with another person to create the life of my dreams. Sure, it’s helpful to be given the toolsContinue reading “Duality and Love”
Hospital Stay
My yoga mat was carefully placed in the middle of the doorway, halfway into the hall and half into my room at the hospital – floor 7, general adult. The first time I admitted myself into a psychiatric hospital it was with the encouragement of Isaac after I spent the night on his couch becauseContinue reading “Hospital Stay”
Movie Moments
I remember watching the movie “Keith“, and as Keith refers to the “goodbye scene” all I could think was HAH! See, it’s not just me! Other people see it too! Our lives are comprised of a series of movie moments! Do you know what I’m referring to? It’s those major, impactful moments in your lifeContinue reading “Movie Moments”
Isaac – A Necessary Introduction
“It’s not that I’m obsessed with him or anything. It’s just that, well maybe I used to be.” I know, you’ve come to hear my story and I’m over here getting ready to ramble on about some boy. Is that all this is? Another tale of a delusional girl that’s just a little bit tooContinue reading “Isaac – A Necessary Introduction”
From the Beginning
From time to time, I pause and ask myself where exactly this all started – this journey to healing. Sure, we’ve touched on Isaac’s role but truthfully, I can never conclusively decide on an answer. The question always takes me back to the first time I was sitting across from a psychic, though. At theContinue reading “From the Beginning”
What Are We Doing Here?
I ask myself that question more often than I care to admit – though I usually mean on this Earth rather than on a blog. In an attempt to deliver a more clear answer, I’m going to focus on the latter of those two for the time being. Why am I here, writing, and whyContinue reading “What Are We Doing Here?”
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